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So. Being as unsure as I am this makes things bad.

I've only fallen in love with two people. Both of them are guys. One I can't have and One is on the other side of the country.

Now, this troubles me because I'm clingy to a weird extent. As in, it's been tearing me apart inside knowing I can't be with one of these two.

I've been all emo and stuff over it. And it sucks cause I am usually never like that. >.> Now, I also am just loving to cuddle and kiss. It's like one of my favorite things to do. But I feel as if doing that with the one who I can't be with is wrong because he just doesn't want a relationship.

But also, I have no one else to do that with... And it's like killing me inside.

So yea. It's all wonderfullnessness.