Hints of a New Plague
by, 01-Sep-2008 at 12:40 (670 Views)
There is one severe thing that I have been starting to notice lately that I thought would have no affect on my life, but it really does. I have friends, this is something I am not used to normally, it's something I've only been coming to terms with for a few years now. However there is one problem, as great as these friends are, I have so much on my mind all of the time and I can't tell any of them any of it. There are some I can but unfortunately they either don't want to hear it (which I don't blame them) or just really could care less. I just wish I knew a trustworthy person who was interested in my life style. Perhaps I am wrong, perhaps some of them are interested and I am just being stupid. Regardless, it is affecting me extremely. I have a lot to talk about that I need to get off my chest a lot I want to share, and no one to share it with. It's very sad. So apathy isn't as great as I thought it used to be. In the end, it still seems that empathy is the Superior feeling. I love who I am, I just wish people actually knew who I was lol. It's not that I've built a fence, I'm actually very open with it. It's just It seems like no one wants to know. Not even my family, and it really hurts to come to this realization.