The "Adult" Life of the Adult Baby
by, 06-Jun-2012 at 01:17 (524 Views)
College orientation was today, and I can truthfully say I'm scared out of my mind. With so much going on with graduation and preparing for college (I'm majoring in Biology for Pharmacy..pretty tough work load) I've constantly had to reasess my life. Am I still a baby? Should I still allow myself to be one? The questions are playing over and over in my mind, silencing all hope of logic or intellectuality. In the end though, no matter how hard life gets or where life takes me, I know my AB lifestyle will always linger. With the help of my caretaker, I know this self-doubt will pass, and all will return normal again. But, as of now, my baby side is mostly silenced, waiting for its opportunity to shine once more.
Hopefully what's in store doesn't change who I am as a person...if there's one thing I can keep on This journey, I pray that it's that.