Masks
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, 11-Aug-2008 at 02:56 (796 Views)
I have been wearing a mask to perpetuate the persona that people in my area believe is the real me. I feel like the mask is becoming like the mask in the Goosebumps book and it is getting stuck to me. I want to be able to be my self in college because no one there knows me or expects me to act that way that I am currently expected to act, but this mask is getting harder and harder to get out of. I hate this person that is supposed to be me I feel like two people stuck in one body. However one side is something that I don't want to be at all, I just used those mannerisms so that people wouldn't bother me or cause drama. I got myself into a strange place and the only solution is college in less than 5 days