I just got married :)
by, 23-Jan-2012 at 12:50 (687 Views)
So I was married on the 14th and have now been married to my beautiful wife for a little over a week. We are both shy individuals and very self conscious. She knew about my incontinence before we got married and while bothered by it decided it was not that big a deal. I have basically been sneaking around with my diapers.
We went on our honeymoon and I brought a black plastic bag to cover my bag of diapers and a second black plastic bag to put my used diapers into after wrapping them in individual diaper bags. It is still very embarrassing and I turn on the sink to disguise the sounds of me changing. We basically had a system of don't ask, don't tell.
She knows I change in the bathroom, but sometimes I think she is too inquisitive. Last night I had just changed for bed and had my used diaper balled and taped into itself to toss in the trash. I normally put it under any trash that is in the bin to hid it, but she was in the doorway when I opened the door. I snuck around her and threw the diaper away and she said, "Hey, you're not throwing clothes away are you!?" (I had covered the used diaper with my pants. I blushed and said, "No." She says, "Well what was it?" "My *ahem* Protection." (I don't call them diapers around her). She asks to see and opens the lid. She then says, "It doesn't matter. I don't care. Just tell me what you are throwing away." I reply that it is embarrassing and she says again not to worry about it.
I love her so much and she makes me so happy Maybe one day I will be comfortable enough to let her see me in my diapers, but not yet. We are both very shy and even in the bedroom when we are "intimate" we have the lights completely off for her. She doesn't want me to see her in her underwear either so I guess we both win in that.
Hadn't posted in a while, but thought I would share my happy news and ask if anyone else had this sort of awkwardness regarding their diapers the first week or so?