by, 13-Jan-2012 at 09:37 (274 Views)
Today I messed my diaper for the first time. Like, properly. I had been holding it for a few hours after the initial first "urge to push." Finally, I succumbed. While it wasn't a pleasant experience, I didn't overly hate it. The fact that i literally couldn't hold it gave a sense of helplessness which I enjoyed very much. Having to submit to someone / something / a body's urge is amazing.
However, the smell/clean up was very unpleasant. I did not enjoy that part at all. While I didn't thoroughly enjoy this, there is a possibility that I may repeat for the full "baby" experience.
Thanks for listening. Feel free to ask any questions.