by, 19-Oct-2011 at 08:16 (367 Views)
So, news all around. Crazy shit happening in this world. Revolutions are coming. Lots of them. Economic, social, spiritual. The singularity is here, and I don't know if I'm going to make it to the other side.
Not like I'm going to kill myself, but I already feel like I'm past the coming singularity. I want peace, and freedom, and equality for everyone.
Yet, I have trouble even talking about my sexuality. Weird, huh? I totally support the gay rights movement, and among a few close friends, I can talk about people I like and lust for.
But then I go home, and I have my life, and my responsibilities, and my family. And I can't tell them. I listen to my father and uncle make gay jokes, and I have to sit there and just listen. I can't speak up. But I want to.
I'm bisexual, or at least seriously bicurious (Not likely, but I don't think I need to go into why I think so). So I get to stand for others, and suffer in silence. It's worse because I have an net-savvy family, and a seriously public persona, so I can't even talk about it on the internet much. Except here, where I'm nobody. A shadow on the wall. I guess it's better than nothing?