Buying My first Pack
by, 04-Oct-2011 at 00:04 (412 Views)
I wrote this in a Thread, i feel i need to Archive it.
My first time story now:
With the failure of the mission in the morning of 01/09/11, i decided to give it another try, i was literaly shaking, i was to embarased to even imagine what would i do when i get there. So i drank a little of whisky to try to get some courage, because i lost it all in the morning failure, well it worked a little, when night falled, with the help of a shroud of Darkness and black clothes to blend with the night, i departed to my next mission.
I planned to go to stores very far away from my zone, so i could avoid encounters with people i know, but for my bad luck no bus arrived, so i decided to walk to the same spots where i failed in the morning, it was a long walk, but i noticed that they were a LOT of Drugstores nearby, i counted 3 or 4 stores when i scouted in the day, but today i saw Over 9000 places where i could buy diapers, my mood changed and my courage went up, i can do it! i said to myself.
Well turns out that i couldn't, when i went nearby one of the lot of shops there, i suddenly felt panic, it was near a Mall where a lot of people i know go, and in saturday it was crowded, so i just kept walking and walking and walking, for 1 and a half hours, walking in circles, waiting for the moment any store emptied and i could grab my pack.
Finally i said, fuck it, i'm gonna do it! and then... i happened again, a friend greeted me in the entrance of the shop, i was in shock, so after some time talking, he finally left, but my courage went down again, so the stores i planned to visit nearby the mall inmediatly went out of the list.
I kept walking, and returned to the drug store filled street, and suddenly and idea appeared on my head, i would send a text to my on cellphone creating a fake contact(sorry if it not the right word) in my phone called "mom"; i did it, i send a text when i was nearby the store and when i entered i was pretending to be reading my phone, suddenly i did it, with a little nervous tone in my voice but i did it, i asked the attendant for diapers, for my bad luck AGAIN!, thet didn't had diapers that fit me or the size of the pack i wanted (i read the text to the woman, i wrote in it that i wanted specificaly the largest size of baby diapers in a small pack), disaster and more disaster... But, i noticed, "Hey, this isn't so bad, maybe it was the text i send, but i didn't felt that awkard, Lets do it again!.
So i did, i asked in EVERY SINGLE drugstore i found, but i didn't found anything that fulfilled my needs, i was angry so i said to mysels: FUCK IT, i'm not gonna go without diapers i don't care anymore. So i returned to the stores near the mall, it was a convenience store, the one that i failed in the morning, i was tired, thirsthy, so i got in, grabbed a bottle of water, and a chocolate bar also a 3 pack of Extra large baby diapers, i walked to the counter confident, i paid for my stuff, hell i even argued with the guy about the special offer of getting 2 packs of diapers for the price of one (i saw it on the door before entering), i didn't got my second pack, and i thank that, i can't hide that many diapers, BUT I DID IT, i wasn't hard, i will of course do it again (when i get a chance to be alone again -__- ), it's not that hard when you actually do it, well yes i had good luck, no one cared that i bought diapers, the little girl with her mom didn't even stared at me, the clerk was professional, didin't say a thing or stared at me strangely.
That's my story, first time in 13 years i got a diaper and hell im so happy, gonna enjoy them to the fullest these days , i actually decided to give it another shot after reading some stories here in ADISC, so i have to thank all the site, this site is superb!!!
So soft, that wonderfull smell of a Nappy, that crinkle ^_^!