by, 02-Oct-2011 at 14:12 (544 Views)
I feel like this is the only place that I can be real, and actually have people take me seriously. So here it goes...
I have a lot of stressers in my life; I'm going to be a daddy in real life soon, my son/daughter is due in March - I'm scared; but I know I'll be a good dad. I just don't want to have my kid go through the same stuff I went through: divorce, moving, being bi-polar, not knowing myself enough to have a personal identity. A lot of that has changed since I met my girlfriend, but the thing that I still can't seem to understand about myself is the AB side. The g/f doesn't like it, and in turn, it makes me uncomfortable to be the real me... so here I am - the real me for everyone here to understand and get to know. I've got to find a place - an outlet - to have everything written down; and I guess I'm choosing here.
So look out - more posts to come.