A Proper [Forum] Introduction
by, 20-Aug-2011 at 00:16 (455 Views)
Well, in turn I decided thanks to DanDanSupermans blog post to also post a proper introduction. When I first came to the forum my introduction... well; let's pretend I never posted it
Also stealing DanDanSupermans format because I liked it! *hides under pillow*
My first 2 blog posts give a great overview of my entire life.
I have a difficult time with social situations.
In fact, I don't even feel a need or a want for any social contact at all... Including with my family.
I prefer being alone.
But, I'm currently in a relationship.
I can't understand sarcasm, or any form of joking.
I have a fear of being rejected in any way.
I haven't cried in over 6 years and feel incapable to do so.
I feel little to no emotion.
I'm -quite- asexual, but can 'handle' guys
I don't like sex.
I am fascinated by sexual paraphilias, fetishes, and personality, developmental, and behavioural disorders.
I prefer to use the term gay-asexual (and honestly just gay) over asexual homoromantic.
All of my friends are either online, or furry.
I'm in university for computer science, however while I don't mind it... I wish I had gone into art.
I am very manipulative, and have lied and thought about faking injuries to get my way or invoke guilt.
Once when asked to go upstairs and get a can of pop I left up there in the middle of the night I thought about "falling" down the stairs to make her feel bad.
It wasn't until later that I realized such a 'delusion' is ridiculous.
At parties or bars I always sit in a corner facing a wall to prevent interaction.
I came to this site a while back when I found it on google searching for infantilism communities
and last but not least...
I'm an avid speedcuber (That is I solve rubik's cubes and various puzzles for speed).
My personal records:
* 2x2x2 - 5.72s
* 3x3x3 - 13.43s [Lucky PLL Skip] 15.72s [Non Lucky] 20.17s Average 10 of 12
* 4x4x4 to 7x7x7 - don't practice for speed yet
* Megaminx - 2m 58.xx s
* Other cubes/puzzles I can solve [Skewb, Skewb Ultimate, Master Pyramorphinx, Pyraminx, Square-1, Gear Cube, Clock, Axis Cube, Gigaminx, Rex Cube, and probably another few I've left out :P]