Nervous for tomorrow morning
by, 09-Aug-2011 at 01:41 (469 Views)
Tomorrow morning my fiance is coming to help me rearrange my house. She is going to come face to face with my diapers. I know she is ok with the fact that I need them, but having them in our house I am sure is going to be new for her and strange. She knows I don't like talking about my incontinence so I am hoping she will just say, as we are organizing, "Ok, put your diapers over here on this shelf." It is going to be a weird explanation....
I can already picture some of the questions.
"Why do you have so many diapers, Irataliw?"
---Because it is cheaper to buy cases and it is always good to have at least a month's supply
"Why do you have different types of diapers, Irataliw?"
---Because each diaper serves a different purpose. The dry 24/7 diapers are for heavy incontinence and days when I know I cannot change often. The wellness briefss (Soon to be replaced by abena m3's) are for business clothes where I need protection but want to conceal my diapers. The cheap assurance briefs are in-between diapers I will wear if I need protection while working out or if I am going to shower soon and don't want to waste a good diaper.
"Why do you have boosters and baby diapers, Irataliw?"
---Because I am a heavy wetter and need to sometimes get extra protection out of diapers, especially when I sleep."
"Why do you have a mini mattress pad, Irataliw?"
---Because while it doesn't happen very often, I sometimes leak at night and don't want to damage the sheets
"Why do you have wooden diaper dispensers?"
---Because diapers fresh out of the bag do not work all that well as those that have been out and had time to "Fluff" One is for skinny diapers, and one is for dry 24/7s
Man, I don't know why I am so nervous.. I think I am starting to sympathize with Billy the Mountain
I just need to remind myself that I love her and she loves me.