by, 17-Jul-2011 at 01:25 (561 Views)
... I forgot you existed.
I apologise for this in advance. My thoughts are just all over the place.
My hot, awesome, exotic Finnish boyfriend flipped last night and attacked me.
Today has entailed Police, hospitals, packing cases and more fighting.
I feel like crap, hurt all over and my head is fucked. I always pick fuck-ups. Or rather, they are always drawn to me.
It may seem cliché, but I dunno... After two or three such 'relationships', I'm beginning to crave meeting someone who cares about me enough not to hurt me. Which isn't much, really.
I guess the actual idea of this blog is just that I think, for all we bitch and moan about wanting to share our AB/DL sides with someone so badly, there are more important things to want in a relationship.