I am scared.
by, 01-Jul-2011 at 10:46 (726 Views)
I am afraid that my anger and my frustration will continue to keep getting the best of me, time and time again.
A couple of hours, I trashed my apartment over something that really doesn't matter, over statements people made about me that really were not based in fact.
I have had episodes like this in the past, but they have been getting further and further apart. The last one was about a year ago, and now this comes up again.
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. What kind of person am I? What worth is there in somebody who acts this way?
My brain is seriously racing right now.