Breaking out of my emo shell!
by, 10-May-2011 at 21:17 (466 Views)
When I first found ADISC, I spent many hours posting about how horrible my past was, about how utterly horrific my present life was, and how horrible my future was.
I was a real cunt, because I was convinced that nobody understood what I was going through, and I used that foolish thinking to discredit everybody who tried to talk some sense into me.
I now have the humbling knowledge that my terminal uniqueness was complete bullshit from the start. And I now have the knowledge that nobody was impressed with my tales of how horribly depressed and unhappy I was.
I would like to go out and make proper amends to everybody I drove away and/or pissed off over the last decade with my cuntish nature - I don't know how, though. I now have come to appreciate much of what they have said to me, even if I chose to dismiss it completely at the time.
Heh, don't know what else to say here.