Yeah....not so much.
by, 21-Feb-2011 at 00:39 (406 Views)
Two days I've been a mix of depressed, moody, confused and contemplative.
This grew from an argument I had with my sister that made me cry. And it was the first time I genuinely cried in years, I was so happy and yet pissed off at the same time....
And I realize I have little to no motivation to do things that people tell me I'm supposed to do.
I've told many of my friends in college this, but one day I was having a discussion with friends about test scores and study habits. I'm the kid that doesn't study or do any work and yet I ace the tests.
One of these friends then came up to me and said, "You are the reason why the world sucks."
And while I was angry at first, somehow I think that's a true statement.
Spent yesterday with my girlfriend for a few hours, though I felt like I could've made better use of that time...
But other than that things have been going okay....
(Ideally I wish I could just listen to and make music for a living, but I'm a long way off from being able to do that.)