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As she cries
She holds a knife
All she can think of
Is her sad lonely life
Not the same life
She fakes everyday
But the one full of feelings
That won't go away
Don't make her talk
You're making this real
She wants to be numb
Yet she still wants to feel
Now as she sits here
The words spill out
Full of self hatred
Tears and doubt
If just for one minute
You could look through her eyes
Feel all the pain
And hear all the lies
Lonely, self conscious
But can't even cry
Weak and distraught
Wanting to die
Can't get past
These thoughts in her head
Outside she fakes it
Though inside she's dead
Some try to wake her
Some watch her sleep
But she can no longer see hope
She's in way too deep
Darkness Embraces her
As she reaches for light
Struggling for freedom
With all of her might
But weakness prevails
The light fades away
Pain leaves her numb
She's falling further each day
The life she once had
Left her behind
And all the searching
Has left her blind


  1. Akastus's Avatar
    I'm not sure what to think from this, but my first impressions are that you seem really down. Do you want to talk about it? We're all here for you if you need us. - the Adult Baby / Diaper Lover / Incontinence Support Community. is designed to be viewed in Firefox, with a resolution of at least 1280 x 1024.