Why I said goodbye~
by, 16-Jun-2008 at 23:48 (569 Views)
90% Chance my doctor is sending me to the hospital. Only, because he is a doctor he can bypass the hospital staff and let me directly into the ward. (When my therapist sends me I go to Emergency Psychiatric Evaluation / Emergency Psychiatric Assessment Unit first) I really don't want to go at all. I have no choice, I guess... I feel like running away, or something. I'm afraid that they're going to kill me there... That's my biggest fear.
I really just would prefer not to go, but it is his choice... I have no say in the matter which pisses me off. I don't need to be there, he just doesn't like me. He's never liked me. He's always tried to kill me.