by, 13-Jun-2008 at 09:53 (470 Views)
I have been thinking a lot about committing suicide. I want the world to be safe, and I don't want to harm that girl, and the Death God's say it is my only other option. I don't really want to do that, but, many people I have turned to for advice say I am better off killing myself. Many of those people are from ADISC.
I don't want anyone to feel sympathy for me, or anything. I'm just really scared. I'm always scared. It's like I don't have the ability to do anything anymore, because I am scared.
I don't know if I will be able to finish my provincial test, because I missed school yesterday, but we'll see. I was too frightened to complete it. I don't think they wanted me to.