Never was too into this but... Here I go
by, 29-Dec-2010 at 15:33 (614 Views)
Recently I have been having many mixed feeling about myself as a *B/DL. As a DL everything feels wrong again and this was only made worse by a recent story I read that reminded me of Deeker. As a *B I'm not sure that I really am one. I don't seem to regress like other people do and I wonder if I am just going through the motions trying to belong somewhere.
Of course when I look back at this I know that I came into this community as a DL and adopted the *B part. I even liked the *B part for a while and still like my teddy bear a great deal. However my pacifiers got boring, I don't like diapers right now, I wonder if I even really liked pacifiers to begin with.
Thanks for reading this if you took the time. I imagine that it will be good for me to look back at this page to understand myself if I am just on a strong purge like I expect.