paddedpants4me

Hooray, my first blog post on ADISC! Ive commented on a few threads here and there but haven't engaged much with the community.

Lately though I've had diapers on the brain. Its a cycle with me. I'll go stretches where I don't think about it that often, then it starts creeping up and next thing you know Im busting out the Bambinos :)

Usually when this mood strikes I begin visiting ADISC and other diaper sites more frequently. And as I am doing now putting up a post or two and engaging more actively in the forums. Its a nice way to reach out and relate to others who can understand and accept the desire that is diapers.

Then as the pre-occupation with diapers slowly fades my involvement seems to as well. Personally I feel kinda disappointed when the feeling fades. I like being able to talk and converse with other AB/DLs. Although I have not had the opportunity to do so in RL, having an online conversation is a pretty good substitute for me.

Does anyone else go through this process? Ive heard other people talk about the 'binge and purge' cycle of diaper fetishism, although I cant say its ever been that extreme for me. Like many things in our lives this is usually cyclical, so I would guess that others go through this in various ways as well.