Putting up net curtains
by, 21-Nov-2010 at 18:24 (522 Views)
Hi. I'm sammy. I already said that in the introduction bit, but I thought that since this is a new blog I should say that again.
I'm AB. Yep. Pretty obvious I guess what with the little AB symbol beside my name.
I'm female. Again, probably obvious due to my pictures.
I'm lonely. AH-HA! Not quite so obvious huh. No. Didn't think so.
I have soo many online friends but the majority of them live in america. And whilst playing online is all great fun. I'd love someone to actually hang out with.
I have a tonne of male friends. Guys who like to be little girls. Most aren't AB or DL, more just little girls who like pretty dresses and playing with dolls and skipping. I love them all dearly, and they're so sweet to put up with me being in their midst, but sometimes i'd like a female friend to talk to. I have a female friend, she was actually the AB nanny at the happy nappy nursery a while ago but she quit when she got married and had a baby. She never babied me. That would just be wierd cause I knew her well before the nursery job and yeah I dont think i'd like her putting me in nappies although whenever she came round to my house my husband (from here on in I shall refer to him as daddy) would threaten that he would get my friend to babysit. LOL The idea horrified me. But since she's had her baby I hardly talk to her because shes really busy and I miss her tonnes much. I have one other female friend but i've only met her a couple of times and we dont talk all that often. She plays much older than me though.
Anyway i'm getting off topic...wait how can I get off topic in my own blog?...err....anyway...
Yeah, so it'd be nice if I could talk to some UK people, there seems to be quite a UK gathering around here so I have a lot of hope.
I would also like to talk to anyone else as well, im not excluding anyone, or if it seems that way, then thats not what I mean at all. It's just that having someone that I could go shopping with or go to the cinema with would be amazing.
I had a ageplay mummy a long time ago, for several years in fact, and a ageplay sister whom I lived with and when that relationship went really up the swan I kinda shut myself off for quite a while in trusting people. Particularly women. I know thats silly now. I trust guys instantly but girls I feel naturally wary of. I work in an all male environment all my friends accept the one I mentioned above are male, and I just think maybe I should start trying to heal that hurt.
LOL pretty psychotic for a first blog. I assure you they wont all be like this. Honest.