One of Those Days
by, 15-Nov-2010 at 03:46 (668 Views)
So it was an ok day today.. I wake up in the morning and tried to get some work done, though to no avail as its rare i get anything done. To myself I barely get free time as I am sitting around taking care of my ex gf and my new gf who my girl friend is there to make happy and give her the love and attention she loves. as for the ex.. shes got anxiety problems and pushes herself away from everyone so when she needs someone to talk to usually I am the one who goes to help her with issues. The day turned out fine yet at the end I had to once again come to the realization that my Girl Friend and I still have challenges. It seemed one of her friends got home from the war today and I told her i was happy for her. She said that he was home for good and I made a question said as a comment on how ussualy people in the military have to serve four years in a military term from what I know. Usually this wouldn't bother a person but I would've realized that with her bi-polar disorder and the fact of how hard it is to have a friend in the war she got really mad and it ruined her day. The issue was not that of course, she never actually is completely happy until today and it seems i ruined it for her so now she says she hates me. I know she doesn't but its just one of those days i jus wanna crawl into bed and not think about my mistakes i made..