by, 01-Jun-2008 at 06:22 (393 Views)
I see my therapist again, tomorrow. She's going to tell me when I see the doctor (psychiatrist) with her. I'm really afraid to go. I've seen this doctor before, but I stopped seeing him because he was really mean. That, and he was trying to kill me with medication. I'm really scared, I don't think I can trust him. But, I guess this is the only time I will see him, because I will be seeing more of his nurse practitioner until I see the female psychiatrist.
I know everyone here thinks I need to see the doctor, but they'll never understand how afraid I am. I could tell them a thousands times, and they will all repeat the same things.
I really think it is unnecessary for me to be seeing him, so that just builds up my suspicion.