Day 8 + Yeast Infection? + Diaper Fears...
by, 29-Oct-2010 at 08:00 (659 Views)
So, I was at work crying today.
Oh,....all day for that matter.
I was in itchy, rashy, pain!
And everytime I was itchy,
I twitched to prolong the sensation to scratch. Seeing how
1. It's gross
2. I work with food
3. Doesn't scratching make your skin drier,
which means it's even more itchier than before,
which means that....*voice trails off*
But, I am using a yeast infection gel, Vaseline, and cocoa butter oil for my skin.
Not to mention the baby powder already sprinkled in my diaper.
And it's working! It's alot of work and changing will be 5minutes longer now but that's ok.
I don't change that much anyway
It's 6 more days until this dare is over.
I WILL miss the conveniance of not having to run to the bathroom all the time
(Especially since I am developing a phobia of bathrooms
And all the possible germs they contain! thanks to my germaphobic job)
Who knows, maybe I'll pop a diaper on during a road trip or family vacation.
I kinda like wearing them.
But, it's not really accepted by society, so I should just get those thoughts
Out of my head no matter how conveniant or comfy diapers are
Which sucks, especially now that I have worn them 24/7
I get up in the middle of the night and can't sleep unless I pee in my diaper.
I wish I could explain this but, I can't.
All I can say is all the warmth given off helps me sleep and stay sleep.
And I hope I can still sleep w.o doing so after the diapers are all gone
And what if I start relying on diapers? Or forget and pee on myself?
Oh, *faints* the worries of a female.
TTYL guys! *waves*
Please ask me questions about my experiences I would love to answer them!