Its a deeper thing for me
by, 20-Oct-2010 at 05:32 (354 Views)
To me furry is deeper than a suit of material. To me its one of those things that rule my life. As a personal belief; I see furry as a desire for the past life. My furry desires can't be fullfilled by putting on a costume and masquerading with friends. I've had vivid dreams and deju vu about a life spent with my own soft fur... For me to be at peace with myself I have to understand my other self. Sometimes I try to hard or try for too long and endup stuck in my own head. Today my puppy first noticed the moon... He sat there gazing at it for several long minutes and for a moment I thought he was my own flesh and blood. I'm a cat though... I won't specify what kind here. But he made me feel a closer connection to life. It's hard to explain this feeling, but if you were to experience it you would know.
I long for the past life... You can call me crazy... But just know that this is how I feel...