by, 23-Sep-2010 at 15:36 (657 Views)
The bad days are creeping back into my life. It probably doesn't help that I am terribly inconsistant with my medications. I'll go to the doctor, demand he cancels my prescriptions and gets me off this crap, then return in tears half an hour later. Or, like last night, I'll watch a documentary about how psychiatry is all fake and even though I'm aware it's heavily biased, I never want to take another pill again.
CBT is doing nothing for me either which makes me feel kind of doomed. I have to choose to be happy. I have to want to make myself better. There is no magic cure, no surgery, no wonder drug.