by, 26-Jul-2010 at 16:11 (570 Views)
Oh, wow I feel like shit again, but I think that's because I had a beer before bed. Ugh, my tummy again! Woke up with a dry mouth, and had "accidents" at night. Luckily, I had a diaper on. I feel sort of dizzy too. Ick. Now that I think of it, I've had more little "accidents" without being drunk. Huh!
Damn I hate my job. I lose patience with customers so easily. I try to be nice and fake a smile, but I get irritated over the smallest things. I hope nobody thinks I'm a huge meany-butt, but I get very cranky. I need a full-time job, seriously.
I want to help Shell out more with the bills, but I keep getting less hours. I even considered stripping, but I'm afraid I don't have the body for it. If I did have a the body for it, you can bet I'd be stripping. I don't care. Money is money, and I'm not attracted to the people I'd likely be stripping for.
I haven't been feeling all that great. The state of the apartment reflects that. Usually I'm begging mommy to take me to the park or something. Not so anymore. Meh!
I need something to cheer me up.