Life is actually pretty good.
by, 06-Apr-2010 at 16:06 (323 Views)
I have my own apartment, my bills are paid, I am able to keep food in my kitchen, I have plenty of cool electronics, and I am getting out into the world more and expanding my RL social circles.....
I have my issues, but who doesn't have issues? I sometimes stumble, but who doesn't stumble? I just have to pick myself back up whenever that happens, and learn from those moments.
I still am not any closer to finding the right man to spend the rest of my life with, though I am certain that might probably come if I keep getting out into the world and making myself available..... I do know that I will avoid going to gay bars to look for him, though - I totally hate that scene passionately. I also have learned that I should not all too eagerly jump onto anything that looks like it could be a slight possibility..... I have learned how foolish doing that actually is...... I don't know how I should let things develop if they are to develop, but doing that is not the right way, that's for certain.
I think the Effexor is starting to work, though that's not the only thing that is helping me out these days. My getting out into the world is also playing a huge role in lifting my spirits.
I guess I will end this blog here.