Walking on eggshells
by, 02-Feb-2010 at 10:56 (264 Views)
That is how I feel as I go through my life. I feel as if I am walking on eggshells, that if I break a single one of them then the rest of them will crack along with that one and things would be completely ruined.
I know that feeling is irrational. Yet I feel it anyway. Heh.
I am always worried about saying the wrong things, that my thoughts and opinions are patently offensive, that I really have no place in the world around me.
Like I said, I know these feelings are irrational.
I still feel them anyway.
It is easier for me to open up about my thoughts and opinions online, behind a veil of anonymity. Thus, I tend to make more connections with others through the Internet than I do IRL. Yet I crave IRL relationships. This situation is not all that great.....
I hope this post does not come across as being too terribly emo. Heh.