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Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#359

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Yes, I am still around.
I still regress to babyhood every single night before bedtime.
It is the only way I can feel safe and loved.
My "Adult Baby Space" is still only my bedroom around my side-safety rails equipped bed.
I feel happy when I regress and hug my teddy bear, Howard Hug and my baby dolly friend, Pam.
Of course, I have a small live-animal friend, "Ernestina" guinea pig.
I take good care of her.
Yes, today I cleaned-out her cage.
Her needs come before mine.
I still connect to the real outside world, after all, I have to be a functioning adult.
I take care of what I need to do as an adult.
But, I am still a little 3 year-old inside who is simply not potty trained yet.
I use diapers, and sometimes my adult-sized plastic-pail potty chair.
Even though I do sometimes use my potty, I am utterly incontinent medically.
I am in diapers for the rest of my adult life as an older adult with Autism and Cerebral Palsy.

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