Desexualizing Diapers Entry #0
by, 3 Weeks Ago at 04:32 (193 Views)
I've had this issue for several years at this point. Every time I'm around diapers or wearing, I get aroused. This issue has gotten to a point where my association means that I can't get off without diapers. This has been frustrating, as my fascination with diapers goes beyond sex. This fetish is holding me back; Thus, I'm creating this schedule to see if I can't shake my diaper addiction.
If you find you have the same issue, feel free to come along with me. I'll be refining this plan as we go, so bear with me, but I see net gains in the future. (i.e., being able to wear 24/7 without a constant boner and debilitating arousal.)
Ok, so here's the plan:
The end goal of this plan is to allow me to wear and use diapers without becoming aroused. To achieve this goal, I will use Pavlovian conditioning, and positive/negative reinforcement.
I will be wearing and sleeping in a diaper every night. This is so that I can get accustomed to wearing diapers in a non-sexual situation. In the mornings, I'll wet my diaper and spend at least 30 minutes in it before showering off. Again, this is so I can get used to the feeling of a wet diaper in a non-aroused state.
Starting after two weeks of this, on Fridays I'll wear a diaper until noon. Wet or otherwise.
Every week I make it without having sexual activity in a diaper, I will reward myself with food or gifts.
So here's the biggest issue with this: How to avoid arousal in diapers?
There are several answers to that.
While night wearing, I'll be asleep meaning, of course, that I'll not have a chance to get aroused. In the mornings, I'll be able to resist due to time constraints from daily obligations.
Fridays will be my test day, if you will. I don't work on Friday, so I'll have more temptations. This is why I'm giving myself a 2 week head start, so that I with luck, can resist sexual activity.
I will be updating this blog every Friday, if I'm consistent and remember.