Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#285
by, 02-Mar-2016 at 23:34 (232 Views)
I guess I cognitively broke down and cried for hours this afternoon.
Just a lot of things to worry about.
Yes, I am still feeling very sad.
People expect us physically and developmentally disabled adults to be "super achievers", but I simply fall short of what society expects me to be.
The real truth, is that I am a failure as a disabled adult.
I permanently failed at employment, despite earning a 4-year Engineering Degree from "Wentworth Institute".
I did not become independent in in life until age 53.
Yes, on Sunday I will turn 58.
It is pretty much totally normal for the eldest son of an untreated psychotic parent (My Mother) to "totally fail at life".
Parental severe mental illness totally destroys their children's cognitive capacity to "succeed in life".
Yes, I am a Godless Sodomite, and I have "never dated".
I only pretended to date a Jewish Female in the mid 1980's.
Anyway, I am "evil", and every Television Church Pastor throughout the entire United States wants me dead for even physically existing in this world.
Donald Trump wants me dead too.
Ted Cruz wants me dead too.
Marco Rubio wants me dead too.
I try to be a nice person, but I never receive any respect for my always trying to do what is right, and not what is expedient or popular.
I guess I am feeling "to Hell with even bothering to celebrate my upcoming Birthday on this upcoming Sunday".
I apologize for my thoughts this evening.
Just a lot on my mind.