KryanAshford

*Sigh*

I'm thinking it's depression, but I can't find anything to work on or keep my attention. I see no point in any of it. I've tried so many things, but it's just not filling need in my head. I'm trying to keep a smile on my face by watching comedy skits from SNL. I've tried my hand at so many things.

Writing, drawing, chemistry, mechanics, weapon design, spiritual research, martial arts, software and hardware repair, sword combat skills and a lot of other things.

I went to watch Deadpool I helped for the time being. I have hours if not days worth of entertainment, not seem enjoyable in the moment. I would put a picture of it, but it could identify me. Here comes work hours and that only sucks worse. The people are tools, but that could just be me.

*Sigh*

Wish me luck.