Well, after finally understanding my sexuality.
I'm gay, YAY
I'm sorry where you live men are ment to be manly.
So I can understand you not being able to be you it's a rough place there in Australia.
It can cause a lot of stress in your life.
As much is being in diapers also or an ABDL we tend to be in the closet in some places because of the dislike of who we are.
Even the men have a hard time being intoab/dl over there. I'm ab with a little dl mixed in I'm straight my self.
Being an ab I have come to like the gay person's and transgender's
treating them with respect for they are not so deferent then I as a ab person.
I hope your safe and get some time to be yourself in privacy if need be. Hugs your way.