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Autism, Cerebral Palsy, and being an "Adult Baby"...#234

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Babies have to wear diapers.
Obviously...
I have to wear diapers.
Obviously...
Therefore, because I have to wear diapers, this means that I am a baby too.
Yes.
I have been having a lot of overwhelming thoughts and feelings about being a baby because I have to wear diapers.
I am not grown up.
I am little.
Therefore, I have to act like a baby because I have to wear diapers.
As a baby, I suck my thumb again.
When all alone by myself, I am mute and at best just prattle in simple monosyllable baby talk.
I hug and play with my teddy bears and dolls.
Babies hug and play with teddy bears and dolls too.
This means that I am a baby.
Mommy?
Me want hug!
Mommy?
Where Mommy?
Mommy Gone!
Mommy Gone!
Mommy Gone!
Wait!
I am 57 years old.
I am not supposed to be a baby.
I have responsibilities.
But, grown up "caitianx" is empty inside.
He needs love, caring, and acceptance.
Man-Child, this is me...
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