Frequently thinking about offing myself
by, 06-Oct-2015 at 08:58 (293 Views)
Sometimes I do a test on these thoughts... Most recently it's been staring off an overpass... You know what really stops me? It's sad and stupid I know... But I don't jump because I don't want to make a mess or raise someone's car insurance rates.. No of course I couldn't get out of that norrow window of thought... Not until after I'd sat against the wall of the overpass just looking up. I only decided to make this post in the hopes that others know they're not alone. I will make the best of this and I want you all to know I never want to take my own life. These are all just thoughts from my head. Thoughts can't take my life away and I won't let them. Hopefully... Even after over ten years of depression... It'll all just fade away once I talk out my issues. Once I've worked out my problems, I'll be okay.