by, 02-Oct-2015 at 21:07 (184 Views)
I think I found an idea for what I want to do. It isn't great, but it could make me independent.
The last few nights I've been dealing with anxiety. It hasn't been that bad, but it has its effect to me. Thankfully my superiority complex countered it well, but takes a few hours before my anxiety leaves. The result isn't meet well by others. I ended up feeling so powerful that I believe people belong below me. In all honesty I love this feeling. I enjoy it so much.
I've also been having this wanting to find excitement. Life feels boring. I kind of want an adventure, but I believe this isn't possible in our current world.