by, 25-Aug-2015 at 08:28 (307 Views)
Currently I've been looking into other options for my life. So far ZERO ideas. College was a bust for me the last few times. Honestly I don't even want to try again. It hurt too much the last time around. I've been keeping busy, so I don't begin to fall deeper into my own darkness. I can't wait for Star Wars Battlefront. I need a place where I could burn off my hatred. Writing this down (Typing it down) help keep me in a state of mild peace. I want to stop thinking about this, but it keeps coming up. I want to be on my own. Make a name for myself. I've lived in the shadow of a man I don't even respect. I hate how things are working in today's world. Jobs to few and what is available low wage fast food jobs. The killer is I can't do anything about it.
On top of all that I have a toothache that's been killing me for the last few days.