Misdiagnosed and still undiagnosed.... I left alot unexplained!! #2
by, 12-Jul-2015 at 18:52 (410 Views)
I felt like in my last blog I left a lot unexplained and I am here to do some explaining.
So here goes Lucy you have some 'splainin' to do!! LOL
Well I would to start again by saying that I felt I left a lot of stuff out in my last blog as stated above I hope everyone can understand it is hard for me to explain things the way I would like to sometimes since it seems like it is in my head a lot better but does not come out of my mouth the same way.
or even on a piece of paper things are just very hard for me to do sometimes so please bare with me as I try to further explain myself in this blog.
I was basically saying in my last blog that I know I have Asperger's syndrome and ADHD I have known about the ADHD since I was a kid. I know I must have Asperger's syndrome.
I know a lot of the stuff I stated in my previous blog I left a lot of it blank I can be very hard for me at times as I stated above.
In 2013 I went to jail for a crime I committed while I was drunk it was a very STUPID!!! thing to do I regret it so much now and that started off my quest to find out was really wrong with me besides being an alcoholic! I have made some very poor decisions and bad judgement calls in my life so far a lot of which I truly regret.
Well that explains one part I left out as to why I was on a quest to find out if I had Asperger's syndrome or not a lot of tests were done to through a doctor that was suggested by my lawyer my lawyer was great, but the so called "doctor" pfffft was NOT!!!
Anyways so I remain misdiagnosed with my ADHD but undiagnosed about my Asperger's syndrome
I feel like I have been going around most of my life not being able to figure out where I fit in I am trying to find my place in life an all that... but I just feel cheated!!!
I hope all of it will be figured out one day I will also state right NOW!!! I have been sober since that night I went to jail back in 2013 and that I received 3 years probation in 2014 for my crime which was "getting off easy" compared to the amount of time I could have received for my crime that I committed which I truly regret!!!
Life has been pretty crazy since then, I am sorry for this blog being so long again I am in no way shape or form trying to obtain any sympathy from any of these blogs just getting my life experiences, stories, and rants out in the open.
I appreciate any comments given it means a lot. Thank you.