Update... I guess...
by, 02-May-2015 at 05:04 (553 Views)
Sorry it has been a while since I last updated anything..
Life still sucks, but I am trying my hardest to get through everyday.
I have been on my diet a for a total of 65 days now, and I can't see any improvements yet.
I can't sleep, and most of the time I honestly don't feel like eating anything.
Going away from the bad news, I finally got myself a boyfriend.
I have know this guy for almost 2 years, and I have liked him since we met online.
He used to be part of a group I would normally talk to before everyone went their separate ways.
Him and I have still stayed in contact with one another, and about a week ago he asked me to be his.
<3 I am happy as of lately in regards to that, but family life is still where everything is crazy.
My little sister just had her baby not to long ago, and we are all happy to have him.
All the happiness aside, my parents still think I am utterly worthless, and constantly feel the need to tell me so.
I have heard recently that I need to quit being such a baby, and grow the hell up.
So thanks to them I am falling back into a pit of self hatred, and low self worth.
Oh well.. that is life right????