Feelings, thoughts, and ideas.
by, 18-Apr-2015 at 03:44 (579 Views)
Hello I have been feeling really good, and have even started to work on more goals.
I can tell that I have lost some weight, and have been on my diet for 56 days.
<3 <3 I decided to wear out in public today, I have been walking around town, went and helped my grandma, and even met up with some friends.
I am still a little nervous when it comes to being around my friends, and wearing a diaper.
I will soon be over it though I am sure, and I will feel confident when out and about in them.
Feelings have been changing from being happy, confused, lost, upset, back to happy.
Ideas have come up today, I recently found a table with two doors on the bottom of it with a lot of space underneath it.
I am going to use it to hide diapers, and other things like that. Not only am I going to put my diapers and baby items, but I am going to put some of my other personal things it.
Journals, sketch books, my trading cards, and small things of that type.
Other than all the other feelings I have been mostly happy.
I recently got my first kiss, and every time I think about it I get butterflies and cold chills.
<3 I don't know if this is love, but I really like the feeling.