by, 29-Mar-2015 at 01:14 (402 Views)
So as many are aware I've been anti-social the last week.
I will... Explain a secret I've been keeping.
You see... in November my 80 year old Grandmother was diagnosed with Bladder Cancer. And while the prognosis is seemingly good at the moment, I am... Scared. No, scared isn't the right word. More like Terrified. I'm terrified of losing my Grandmother.
I lost a set of Grandparents to cancer once already. I just... I just don't know. I've been bottling this up, and keeping it a secret. I told a few people back in January about it. (I will not name these people but they know who they are.) It's been really affecting me. My anxiety is immense, I struggle already with Depression.
This is not a cry for help, so please don't take it that way. I'm just venting. Venting what needs to be let out.
I'm still in Anti-Social mode so, don't PM me, or write on my profile.