to write or not to write
by, 09-Mar-2015 at 06:56 (611 Views)
Thinking about giving writing a shot at helping with my current state of depression, anger at the world, and thoughts of suicide. Because at this point...some things gotta work right?
Either way I need to do something quick. My best friend is moving away soon and they have helped me with my depression a lot so far.I fear that once they leave I will have no one to turn to again and last time that lead to me putting a rope around my neck.
I am afraid to go back to that place. Last time I had enough sense to reach out for help. This time I am finding it much harder to not only admit I am depressed but that I need help.
Anyway I got this commission a few days ago and loved it so much I wanted to write a story surrounding it. Don't know yet if I will post it here. Its going to probably suck and the people here are not exactly the best at going easy on the criticism.
On a final note I would like to offer an apology to those I offend. Lately I've had a very short fuse. I feel like I am losing control of my life and I tend to lose sight of the people around me.