A small Story from my First diaper as a older kid to now.
I remember my first diaper, I was about 10 or so at the time and my cousin was a toddler, we use to head down to their place (about a 6 hour drive) over the xmas holidays,
One day the room I was staying in was the room that Clayton's Diapers where stored in, as this was about an hour from the city they bought in Bulk, I opened the wallrobe and there was about 10 packets of Treasures' Toddler/Walkers. I don't know what came over me but the feeling was great to see these packets and I opened one and felt the diaper and I dont know what came across me but I took some.
I felt guilty for stealing them and wearing them, yes I kinda felt really bad at the time.... But..... it was soo good, It was such a great feeling and I just never wanted to take it off!
I was caught.
Mum went into the room I was staying in and opened the draw next to the bed and hello, 2 used diapers were in there, she bellowed "What are Clayton's diapers doing in here?", and I was like I dont know. I was almost safe until. It was when I sat up my t-shirt lifted above my boardies and she could see I was wearing one.
She calmly asked Why are you wearing Claytons Diapers and I was like I dont know it feels nice. She said dont be a fool take it off now! you are past that stage of life! and so I did. I was a little scared for the rest of the holiday and didn't wear again while we were down there. But I use to open the wallrobe as it was in front of the bed and just look and dream
Next year rolls around again and this time I am a year older of course and he is STILL in diapers and Yes the Story repeats but this time I didn't get caught.
From about 15-23 I stopped wearing, I was getting into more active stuff like surfing, swimming, skateboarding and all those things you do when you are a teen and it never really crossed my mind until..... there was an add for Goodnights and you could order a free sample. At the time I got really hard just watching it seeing that there are diapers I could wear again,
The order came thru about a week from placing the sample and yes it fits, a little tight but it fitted. from there I did research about them and where I could get them and what else I could wear, thats when I found this site but it was the older name. I have now stopped wearing Drynites just due to the lack or male space in them and I now only wear Abri-Forms - that I have never gone back on.
I have tried to sit down and really think what is it that makes me want to wear, why does it feel so good, why do I get sexually aroused when I put one on or think about them?
Then I just gave up thinking and started to look at it in a different angle, I wear because it makes me feel happy in more ways than one :P I feel comfortable, I feel safe and I feel Innocent. I feel pure.... Feelings no one has in my life made me feel and if this is what does it for me then I'll keep wearing till the day they stop making diapers.
And now that I am in a relationship that my partner knows about this I feel even more happier that I do wear. I am yet to wear around him but we will be talking once he comes back from Holiday in South Africa (lucky bastard!)
Well this is my story,
You have the right to quote BS or what eva but if a Digital Signature or an Affidavits could be signed to this, I would sign it..