*Sighs*This is kind of hard for me to say all of this but after some stuff thats been happening lately.
I feel like this interest of diapers is now officially a fetish of diapers...Ill explane and I have a question.
Lately,I been finding my self doing some dont's when your a DL like I find my self turning my eyes for a second to a toddler that walks by me when I sit down here and do my usuall learning stuff on internet and I notice when it wears a bulky diaper...So far,I fought it off with thought of Pokemon and resuring[in my mind] my self that I have diapers and I can just put them on any time because I have a diaper bag that a Pokemon tote bag[good excuse for my diapers]that I carry around
I dont want this to turn into a fetish,im having a hard time trying anyways trying to keep this a interest
So I think I can solve the problm by asking the common question so I can keep this a interest...
Im looking for diapers that can get bulky in the front and back[bum area mostly]just like what baby diapers do....
I know a Dry 24/7 can do that but I would have to dish out tons of money for that so I was wondering from you Bambino or ABU users[because I dont have a card and money orders is my only option when buying online right now]What diapers other then Bambino Teddys that you have used to get you that bulky front and back look when wet.
I know I shoulnt use part of my upcoming financial aid for collage for my interest but my side of my mom's income is going to get cut off because I turned 18 so that means $600/mo income and no more allowance...So I plan to set aside 300 dollars from my $5,500 of my financial aid for this interest or fetish[I guess now] of mine
Im sooo sorry to place my burden on you,Im kind of in a hard spot right now as you can see...
Oh,and why I dont get a job...I get too nervous around people and I freeze up in interviews.
Can you help me anyways on what diapers I should plan too buy so I too can can get a diaper that will get that bulky look in front and back?
EDIT:I weagh around the 150-160 range with a 36in waste-40in bum by aways.