Secrecy sucks - Page 2

Akira · 24-07-2008

Quote:

Originally Posted by Maztwo.0

But dont you ever get tired of that battle. Dont you ever feel like you just want to give up the fight and let everybody know. I love the battle too, but sometimes it just becomes tiresome and tedious and I just want to spill my guts to the world and not worry about what people will think or say. But I know I cant do that. I know I cant risk my image because I know there are people out there would would never understand and would hate me for some stupid reason like what I like to wear and do.

Dont you ever just want to tell the world who you are?

I'm too afraid to drop the curtains to do that. ^^; I don't want to. I like it, in a way.

**Maztwo.0** · 24-07-2008

I agree... No matter how much I want to tell everybody. I know that I cant. I know that I would not only risk and ruin myself but I would cause mass direpute to an entire community of respectable people. A community that has spend too long building places where they can be left alone to talk and live amongst themselves. I would never risk myself and more importantly I would never risk the dignity of others.

But its still there... and its still haunts me.

Akira · 24-07-2008

It doesn't haunt me... my infantilism is a secret I happily keep, the deepest one I'll ever have. It's a great feeling to have it...looking back at being a kid, taking diapers from my babysitter, wearing them, not knowing why but still liking them...I'm glad I found out about this whole community. ^-^ I felt really alone around the 11-12 age. Wishing I was incontinent so I could wear them. Yep...

Darkfinn · 24-07-2008

Y'all think just diapers are bad to hide. I have to keep my entire life a secret from my family. They'd never accept any of it. It's been a constant battle of wits for several years now... but it'll all come to an end soon. Then they'll either have to love me for who I am and the life I've chosen... or leave me alone and not bother me anymore.

ballucanb · 24-07-2008

I like wearing my diapers, and I don't care if anyone notices, because they don't, I go just about everywhere diapered, the more you wear the more you want to wear.

It's like a normal thing for me before I leave the house, I just diaper and go, and i don't take it off untill it's leaking.

If you always worry what people will say, then your not going to enjoy yourself, I don't worry and I enjoy the hell out of it.

Go and enjoy yourself, other people are worryed about there own lives, not weather you have a diaper on.

Darkfinn · 24-07-2008

Quote:

Originally Posted by ballucanb

I like wearing my diapers, and I don't care if anyone notices, because they don't, I go just about go everywhere diapered, the more you wear the more you want to wear.

It's like a normal thing for me before I leave the house, I just diaper and go, and i don't take it off untill it's leaking.

Sounds kinda like me...

mzkkbprmt · 24-07-2008

I have felt like this occasionally, that is randomly telling the world. But to be honest, I would never do it. I think you'll find however much you want to, common sense will stop you. And if you did, I could end up bad. Best option is people forgetting. Worst is them not and holding it against you. Don't expect that many people to accept something, especially if they don't really know you.

betagame · 24-07-2008

I would just love telling my secret to my friends, but i would get too nerve racking.
I would never even dare to wear in public because my face would turn 6 shades of red.
I would like to know about my friends B/DL state, but i would risk losing a friend.

**softndry** · 25-07-2008

secrecy did have its down side until I got the nerve to tell my wife about my diaper desires. luckily she accepted without any reservations and been good ever since

Lukie · 25-07-2008

I love the secrecy. I feel that people don't need to know about it, and I'm certainly not going to open myself to them about it. It's strictly on a need-to-know basis for me, and I cannot conjure any reason in which a person would need to know (except, unless, I was found out and backed into a position where I had to explain it).

I said it in the past, but it is a fetish. No one should need to know nor have to listen to someone ramble off about what they do in their private time - especially if it's sexual in nature. Don't get me wrong, it's a part of who I am as well, but I don't feel it's a part people would benefit from knowing about. Would I love to tell people so I can practice it freely but within certain bounds? Absolutely. But I can hold out until I'm more independent and on my own to practice it in such a way.

Besides, we're all entitled to our secrets. I would hate to think that there is someone out there who knows every detail of my life.

24-07-2008	#15 (permalink)
ballucanb Regular Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: none Posts: 1,705 Threads: 3 Reputation: 18	I like wearing my diapers, and I don't care if anyone notices, because they don't, I go just about everywhere diapered, the more you wear the more you want to wear. It's like a normal thing for me before I leave the house, I just diaper and go, and i don't take it off untill it's leaking. If you always worry what people will say, then your not going to enjoy yourself, I don't worry and I enjoy the hell out of it. Go and enjoy yourself, other people are worryed about there own lives, not weather you have a diaper on. Last edited by ballucanb; 24-07-2008 at 09:21 PM.

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24-07-2008	#12 (permalink)
Maztwo.0 Lurker Join Date: Jul 2008 Location: Omaha, Nebraska Age: 20 Posts: 33 Threads: 2 Reputation: 3	I agree... No matter how much I want to tell everybody. I know that I cant. I know that I would not only risk and ruin myself but I would cause mass direpute to an entire community of respectable people. A community that has spend too long building places where they can be left alone to talk and live amongst themselves. I would never risk myself and more importantly I would never risk the dignity of others. But its still there... and its still haunts me.

24-07-2008	#13 (permalink)
Akira Spark of light. Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: California Age: 18 Posts: 919 Threads: 22 Gallery Uploads: 3 Wiki Edits: 1 Blog Entries: 2 Reputation: 13	It doesn't haunt me... my infantilism is a secret I happily keep, the deepest one I'll ever have. It's a great feeling to have it...looking back at being a kid, taking diapers from my babysitter, wearing them, not knowing why but still liking them...I'm glad I found out about this whole community. ^-^ I felt really alone around the 11-12 age. Wishing I was incontinent so I could wear them. Yep...

24-07-2008	#14 (permalink)
Darkfinn Banned Donor Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Charlotte, NC Age: 25 Posts: 3,978 Threads: 84 Gallery Uploads: 18 Wiki Edits: 4 Blog Entries: 17 Reputation: 105	Y'all think just diapers are bad to hide. I have to keep my entire life a secret from my family. They'd never accept any of it. It's been a constant battle of wits for several years now... but it'll all come to an end soon. Then they'll either have to love me for who I am and the life I've chosen... or leave me alone and not bother me anymore.

24-07-2008	#17 (permalink)
mzkkbprmt Cnsnnts - Stt f Mnd Staff Member Join Date: Apr 2008 Location: Jarvis Cocker Land Age: 18 Posts: 1,793 Threads: 52 Gallery Uploads: 40 Blog Entries: 30 Reputation: 58	I have felt like this occasionally, that is randomly telling the world. But to be honest, I would never do it. I think you'll find however much you want to, common sense will stop you. And if you did, I could end up bad. Best option is people forgetting. Worst is them not and holding it against you. Don't expect that many people to accept something, especially if they don't really know you.

24-07-2008	#18 (permalink)
betagame Regular Join Date: Feb 2008 Location: Bay Area Age: 16 Posts: 705 Threads: 140 Gallery Uploads: 2 Wiki Edits: 208 Blog Entries: 7 Reputation: 4	I would just love telling my secret to my friends, but i would get too nerve racking. I would never even dare to wear in public because my face would turn 6 shades of red. I would like to know about my friends B/DL state, but i would risk losing a friend.

25-07-2008	#19 (permalink)
softndry Newbie Join Date: May 2008 Location: washington dc usa Posts: 31 Threads: 1 Gallery Uploads: 29 Reputation: -1	secrecy did have its down side until I got the nerve to tell my wife about my diaper desires. luckily she accepted without any reservations and been good ever since

25-07-2008	#20 (permalink)
Lukie Relax, it's [day]! Donor Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Australia Posts: 3,418 Threads: 46 Gallery Uploads: 2 Wiki Edits: 162 Reputation: 134	I love the secrecy. I feel that people don't need to know about it, and I'm certainly not going to open myself to them about it. It's strictly on a need-to-know basis for me, and I cannot conjure any reason in which a person would need to know (except, unless, I was found out and backed into a position where I had to explain it). I said it in the past, but it is a fetish. No one should need to know nor have to listen to someone ramble off about what they do in their private time - especially if it's sexual in nature. Don't get me wrong, it's a part of who I am as well, but I don't feel it's a part people would benefit from knowing about. Would I love to tell people so I can practice it freely but within certain bounds? Absolutely. But I can hold out until I'm more independent and on my own to practice it in such a way. Besides, we're all entitled to our secrets. I would hate to think that there is someone out there who knows every detail of my life.