I am shaking as I write this, cause the 7th might be the last time I will ever see my brother, literally...

For those of you that don't know, I have an extremely handicapped brother named Jeffery. He has everything, Autism, Tourettes, Obsessive Compulsive, 60% Deaf, 75% Blind, Seizures, and the list can go on into eternity. All those I don't mind, cause hey, he's my bro, and w/e. It's one thing that I do mind, and it will eventually kill him. You see, he has CHARGE syndrome, I have...

Man, I totally feel like crap, everything hurts and my head feels like it is going to explode . This is like the first time I have gotten sick in like 3 years. Hopefully I will get better by tuesday as I have a field trip coming up and I would really hate to miss it. I guess thats all for my second blog.

Why does it always happen, one day, you wake up thinking that it's going to be one of those usual, same old, boring days. And then you are completely wrong, everything goes you way, and you feel industructable. You have the whole world in your hands and you feel like nothing can bring you down. You are happy. Everyone likes you. You feel like you are on top of the world, hell, no, you are on top of the world.

And then the next day, someone, maybe the sandman himself, came along, while...