This is a conversation between me and my friend on msn. He has no lines they are taken out, so it's essentially a monologue. Feel free to read or comment you don't have to, it's rather long.



Umm When I was born I was My parents first boy. At the age of 3 when I had problems speaking they sent me to a speech therapist. after that issue resolved I started kindergarten, at the age of 5, Doctor diagnosed me with adhd and my parents put me on medication for 5 years. Umm,...

Follow up to my last blog one of my friends responded to it with overbearing results which is good. and last night my friend and I had a talk after I had lots to drink and he was interested in stuff I had to say so thats good. I was wearing my sleeper and laying on my stomache and he was talking to me and he said. "I'm going to spank you" and I was like "..." and he continued. "I hit hard." and in my head. I was thinking "what the hell?" lol And this actually...

There is one severe thing that I have been starting to notice lately that I thought would have no affect on my life, but it really does. I have friends, this is something I am not used to normally, it's something I've only been coming to terms with for a few years now. However there is one problem, as great as these friends are, I have so much on my mind all of the time and I can't tell any of them any of it. There are some I can but unfortunately they either don't want to hear it (which I don't...