Something that I never thought would personally happen to me did tonight. I learned that someone I know from another site has a diaper fetish. I still can't quite believe this is real. It has been an interesting night. So yeah that's all I wanted this post to be about.
where to start. i live a life of heavy regret. and i've only been on the planet for 19 years. how i piled up so much regret, i have no idea. Maybe i just have a problem with letting things go. maybe i have made that many bad choices. maybe both. Ive always struggled with regret. the smallest things wrong used to bother me. and still do to an extent. i remember losing sleep after my 6th grade band concert because i missed 4 notes out of the favorite part of one of the songs i played. it kept me up ...
I realized last night, way too late, that was in that sort of cranky mood where you just snap at people and at any annoying situation without meaning to. I think the issue is that I've been staying up too late.. thinking I could sleep in since my schedule is pretty loose right now.. but the noise of the day always makes me up later then I would otherwise intend. This time though I got plenty of good sleep. I'm glad I share my life with people who will forgive me the next day after I spend the night ...
Does anybody else think that Kurt Cobain of Nirvana was a sissy. Looking back at some interviews, excerpts from his journals, his drawings, and of course the classic photo shoots and stage performance where the band members all wore dresses, it seems that he could of possibly of been a in the closet sissy or maybe he never knew what he was. After all the internet knowledge we have today was nowhere as good as it is now.
I dont know how long its been, im not sure of the date or the location that ive reached. Its in the confusion of the depths of the ocean that has swallowed me. I have no idea which way is north or weither or not i really care. i cant see any shores, no mountains, no green green grass. No sand, no land, nobody and no love for anything. No hatred, out of pain because it feels stupid now and I no longer understand how i wasted the last ten years being someone im not and then two before i come out and ...
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