Today me and/or my dad have nearly been hit by 3 different cars and I personally witnessed 2 car's going across 2 or more lanes at one time.

The first case was walking into costco though the costco parking lot. Some person was trying to find a good spot in the section with all the handicap signs so I guess they felt the need to move fast or at least not stop. Well, as it is, people on foot have the right away in parking lots even if the spot you and your one pissed of son of a bitch....

Over quite sometime my life has been coming up to a boiling point and today seems to be that fateful day where I should put all the fucking damn bullshit I have ever known and done behind me.

The first thing I want to get off my chest is my the way my grandmother treated me and how my dad picked up the fuckin slack for it after she died.

My grandmother never abused me, she never did anything wrong other then the fact she would never let me fucking grow up. I don't...

Well last night I made my choice of not going up to my mom's nor Oregon for the "holidays" this year. My main reasons are since I can't drive up there on my own I would have to force my dad to drive again for maybe the 20th+ time in this past decade or so. I know the drive sucks for him and there's mountain ranges no matter what way we go.

So there's always the worry about getting snowed in on some dumb pass or hour long delays and what not. Frankly it just overall sucks...

Well a few days ago my real older brother called me and hinted at wanting to go to our mom's for thanksgiving and my 21st birthday which is on the 20th. Anyways I went to my brother's wedding back in July and considering I can't drive myself up to Oregon I would have to enlist my dad to drive yet again. Over the past 7 years I been to Oregon and back countless times. Its a long drive that takes about 7 hours and that's with good timing.

I don't like making my dad drive me up there...

Well yesterday I finally went to the DMV and took the learners permit test. I could of went in and took the real drivers test but I got no time behind the wheel. So anyways the written test had 36 questions and I could miss a total of 6 and still pass, 7 or more would of been been a fail. I missed only 4 and the ones I missed barely have to do with road safety.

Anyways its good for a year and I only need a 18+ year old adult with a license to use it while they ride in the right seat....